this site i've made to be some kind of diary for me..sometimes it's hard for me to express my feelings and my thoughts..and my failure..my happiness..my sorrow..my life..so..this kind of blog will be the medium for me to release my tension and tell some of my stories..here..is my story..

Thursday, February 11, 2010

.:khalifah dimuka bumi:.

..Assalamualaikum..

arini..overslept..huhuhu..even i wake up early today..but i slept back after i hv my preyer..such a wasting my valueable time..then i also miss tazkiroh today because of golek2 atas katil until 7.45 a.m. then i go to mktb..i suddenly i got a very priceless tazkiroh from mama rozi.she said that Saidina Umar has been asked by his follower..his follower said dat 'Ya Amirul Mukminin...during the day u r very busy with the citizen and manage the country, while during the nite u r very busy with the prayer n ibadah..do u hv the time for urself?'..n Saidina Umar said dat 'durng the day..i hv the responsibility to my country n my people..n during nite i have to fulfill my responsibility to myself by doin the ibadah..i'm very afraid of my responsibility..i didnt dare to been asked about the responsiblity at the padang mahsyar'..when i here it..i very3 touched..i have been wasting of my age..22 years..if i really spend it wisely and accordingly??today i remember of my responsibility..but tomorrow i'll forgot about it..oh man..plz do help me..

then..after class wif mama rozi..i hv a class with Pn. Mahani..once again..i have been 'wake up' of my responsibility towards mom,dad,myself n also my schoolarship..Oh My God..i'm very sinful..ihv forgot of my responsibility..im always wasting my time by doing meaningless things..Yes..pn Mahani is correct..i hv everything..anything dat i want..i'll get it..but how could i study hard n mantain my pointer..every sem..my pointer decline..while other are increased..i know..my mistake..take for granted..i hope..whenever i read dis..i'll remember my responsibility..i'm the caliph of this world..i have the responsibility dat i have to been asked in the Mahsyar..i could i abandon my job as a caliph....

..do advise me..

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